First of all, I have to say that you people on this board are amazingly helpful. It is much appreciated by us newbies. My doctor thinks I may have sleep apnea. I have a sleep study scheduled for Dec 1 (sure wish it were sooner!). I'm 55 years old, male and slightly overweight (5' 11" - 195) if I had the energy I'd lose the weight easily). I have been tired my ENTIRE adult life. I fight to keep from falling asleep in any meeting I attend, while driving more than an hour or watching any movie or TV show. I don't usually fall asleep (except for the movies and TV shows) but it is a real struggle to stay awake. Been that way as long as I can remember. Which reminds me, my memory has been getting much worse that past five years. I thought it was approaching old age (I'm fighting that losing battle, too!) but now I'm wondering if I might really have apnea. The worst part is that I've considered suicide to better prepare for my family as I'm fast reaching the point where I can no longer do my job. I have to work until at least 7PM (often much later) but I'm spent physically by 4. I'm so worthless I know their going to fire me. I would fire me. But if I really do have OSA I might just make it after all. It might surprise some people (not you on this board) but I keep wishing "let me have this disease." It might just save my life! Other symptoms: a headache upon waking that goes away in an hour or so. Extreme dry mouth upon waking. Does this sound like OSA to you?

