I called to schedule my stress test today, because my cardiologist thinks my heart is causing my centrals. They put me in for tomorrow morning! Now I'm scared to death! All the what ifs keep popping into my head. What if I have some real damage from all those years of being untreated? What if they say, "Don't bother with cpap, your heart is too gone"? What if I just feel too !@#! to do the test? I mean, I'm so tired now I can barely walk from point A to point B without getting woozy. What if I pass out on the treadmill? I mentally argue against all these thoughts when they pop up, but I'm still scared!

